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Taproot- Fault [03 Jan 2009|01:17am]
Why did I let you inside my life
How could I let you inside my body my soul my brain
Now I cant make you go away
You're driving me insane and inside out…
I can tell
Its meaningful and so hurtful
There's no place just to hide


I can tell you right now that this pain that I feel is not just inside of my mind
I can tell you right now that its physical and painful to be so vulnerable


This is my fault
Oh this is my fault

How could I lie to myself again
These bad decisions a never ending story
I think id know by now just how to bow to smile
You're driving me insane and inside out…because
Its meaningful and so hurtful
There's no place just to hide

I can tell you right now that this pain that I feel is not just inside of my mind
I can tell you right now that its physical and painful to be so vulnerable
I can tell you this pain is so unreal cant help but feel left all alone
I can tell you to listen to me when I say to you I know

This is my fault
Oh this is my fault

I know this is my fault


I can tell you right now that this pain that I feel is not just inside of my mind
I can tell you right now that its physical and painful to be so vulnerable
I can tell you this pain is so unreal cant help but feel left all alone
I can tell you to listen to me when I say to you I know

This is my fault
Oh this is my fault
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[02 Dec 2008|01:43am]
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I feel like this, most days.... [02 Dec 2008|01:35am]
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[19 Nov 2008|03:40am]
If you can read, http://suicidangel666.livejournal.com/27021.html , congrats. You haven't been cut from the team.

If you can't, and don't understand why, or really wanna be kept, comment here.

Criteria, you have to comment on my lj at some point. There are people who I think just want the friends, and not the work of reading things, or you are people who don't post often, so I find it uselss to keep you.

I know, I'm a bitch.
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Verve- Bittersweet Symphony [18 Nov 2008|02:22am]
Cause it's a bitter sweet symphony that's life...
Try to make ends meet , you're a slave to the money then you die.
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down...
You know the one that takes you to the places where all the veins meet, yeah.

No change, I can change, I can change, I can change,
but I'm here in my mould , I am here in my mould.
But I'm a million different people from one day to the next...
I can't change my mould , no,no,no,no,no,no,no

Well I've never prayed,
But tonight I'm on my knees, yeah.
I need to hear some sounds that recognise the pain in me, yeah.
I let the melody shine, let it cleanse my mind , I feel free now.
But the airwaves are clean and there's nobody singing to me now.

No change, I can change, I can change, I can change,
but I'm here in my mould , I am here in my mould.
And I'm a million different people from one day to the next
I can't change my mould, no,no,no,no,no,no,no

Have you ever been down?
I can change, I can change...

Cause it's a bittersweet symphony this life.
Trying to make ends meet, try to find somebody then you die.
You know I can change, I can change, I can change,
but I'm here in my mould, I am here in my mould.
And I'm a million different people from one day to the next.
I can't change my mould, no,no,no,no,no,no,no

We've got ya sex and violence melody and silence
(Have you ever been down)
(I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down)




'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life
Try to make ends meet
You're a slave to money then you die
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
You know the one that takes you to the places
where all the veins meet yeah,

No change, I can change
I can change, I can change
But I'm here in my mold
I am here in my mold
But I'm a million different people
from one day to the next
I can't change my mold
No, no, no, no, no

Well I never pray
But tonight I'm on my knees yeah
I need to hear some sounds that recognize the pain in me, yeah
I let the melody shine, let it cleanse my mind, I feel free now
But the airways are clean and there's nobody singing to me now

No change, I can change
I can change, I can change
But I'm here in my mold
I am here in my mold
And I'm a million different people
from one day to the next
I can't change my mold
No, no, no, no, no
I can't change
I can't change

'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life
Try to make ends meet
Try to find some money then you die
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
You know the one that takes you to the places
where all the veins meet yeah

You know I can change, I can change
I can change, I can change
But I'm here in my mold
I am here in my mold
And I'm a million different people
from one day to the next
I can't change my mold
No, no, no, no, no

I can't change my mold
no, no, no, no, no,
I can't change
Can't change my body,
no, no, no

I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
Been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
Have you ever been down?
Have you've ever been down?
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hello fall... nice to see you once more! [17 Oct 2008|03:16am]
[ mood | accomplished ]

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TADA!!! It was SO worth the hassle!

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Alice In Chains [05 Oct 2008|02:40am]
[ mood | awake ]

"Down In A Hole"


Bury me softly in this womb
I give this part of me for you
Sand rains down and here I sit
Holding rare flowers in a tomb... in bloom

Down in a hole and I don't know if I can be
saved
See my heart I decorate it like a grave
You don't understand who they thought I
was supposed to be
Look at me now a man who won't let himself
be

Down in a hole, feeling so small
Down in a hole, losin' my soul
I'd like to fly,
But my wings have been so denied

Down in a hole and they've put all the stones
in their place
I've eaten the sun so my tongue has been
burned of the taste
I have been guilty of kicking myself in the
teeth
I will speak no more of my feelings beneath

Down in a hole, feeling so small
Down in a hole, losin' my soul
I'd like to fly,
But my wings have been so denied

Bury me softly in this womb (Oh I want to be
inside of you)
I give this part of me for you (Oh I want to
be inside of you)
Sand rains down and here I sit (Oh I want to
be inside of you)
Holding rare flowers in a tomb... in bloom
(Oh I want to be inside)

Down in a hole, feelin' so small
Down in a hole, losin' my soul
Down in a hole, feelin' so small
Down in a hole, out of control

I'd like to fly,
But my wings have been so denied

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[27 Sep 2008|01:17am]
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Extraversion |||||||||||||||||| 74%
Stability |||||||||||||| 54%
Orderliness |||||||||||||| 54%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 70%
Interdependence |||||||||| 36%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||||| 74%
Mystical |||||||||||||||| 70%
Artistic |||||||||||||| 56%
Religious |||||||||| 36%
Hedonism |||||| 30%
Materialism |||||||||| 36%
Narcissism |||||| 30%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 43%
Humanitarian |||||||||||||||| 63%
Conflict seeking |||||||||| 36%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Romantic |||||||||||||| 56%
Avoidant |||||||||| 36%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 63%
Wealth |||| 16%
Dependency |||| 16%
Change averse |||||| 30%
Cautiousness |||||||||||| 50%
Individuality |||||||||||||||| 63%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Peter pan complex |||||||||| 36%
Family drive |||||||||||| 50%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||| %
Histrionic |||| 16%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Vanity |||||||||||||| 56%
Honor |||||||||||||||| 63%
Thriftiness |||||||||||||||| 63%
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Hanson- Weird [03 Sep 2008|04:45pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

Isn't it weird. Isn't it strange.
Even though we're just two strangers on this runaway train
We're both trying to find a place in the sun
We've lived in the shadows, but doesn't everyone
Isn't it strange how we all feel a little bit weird sometimes
Isn't it hard. Standing in the rain.
You're on the verge of going crazy and your heart's in pain
No one can hear though you're screaming so loud
You feel all alone in a faceless crowd
Isn't it strange how we all get a little bit weird sometimes.
Sitting on the side waiting for a sign, hoping that my luck will change.
Reaching for a hand that can understand, someone who feels the same.
When you live in a cookie cutter world being different is a sin.
So you don't stand out. And you don't fit in. Weird.
Sitting on the side waiting for a sign, hoping that my luck will change.
Reaching for a hand that can understand, someone who feels the same.
When you live in a cookie cutter world if you're different you can't win.
So you don't stand out and you don't fit in. Weird.
Isn't it strange how we all feel a little bit weird
Strange, how we all get a little bit...
Strange, 'cause we're all just a little bit weird sometimes.

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celebration, yes? [28 Aug 2008|12:21am]
[ mood | content ]

HAPPY 3 MONTHS BABY!!!

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[25 Aug 2008|03:48am]
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